"They Wanted A Break After The Summer Disarray"

July 21 - July 28

July 21 - Woke up, french toast breakfast, making up for my lack of computerage the day before. Went to court with my mommy to evict our stupid tenant (she should have just let me rent it!!!), did some blogging, then ate lunch and wen tto work. Went to Hick-town USA, got hit on by old guys in pickup trucks. Got home and talked to Lou til 3AM while he was at work like usual.

July 22 - Evidently I had a goal today? No idea what it was anymore. Woke up slightly late but made it to class on time. Took a nap, took my brother to work and did some cleaning. Started having an anxiety attack...

July 23 - This anxiety attack continued into the next day. Started getting sick, started getting tired, woke up late again, stopped at McDonalds and ate breakfast in class, then got my hair done. Took til 11PM, then I went to visit Louis at work for a bit. His co-worker thought I was hot, so that's nice haha. Made it home, and talked to Lou some more. Quote of the Day: "This is Christine. She's my African love god."

July 24 - Went to class. Class was silly, me and Caroline talked the whole time, because we were the only two in the same boat, I.E. being cute, young, smart & rich hahahahah. We're so terrible. Meg came over when I was out of school, it made me sad because she made me question a friend that I believe to be genuine. Got very depressed so I took a nap. Ran some errands to get ready to go to Warped, watched ABDC. Free chicken snandwhich day at McDonalds.

JULY 25 - JULY 28 - WARPED FUCKING TOUR SEPERATE ENTRY LATER

Warped tour were the best days of my entire life. The rest of the week was significantly less important obviously. The other days were mostly me being stressed & anxious, so Warped was a good vacation from all that turmoil. I believe the rule I made was to not let others dictate how I feel anymore. I don't need outside influences because I have great instincts most of the time. Week Overall: 11... alright, 10 I guess haha.

The Manual: A True Bad Boy Explains How Men Think, Date and Mate--and What Women Can Do To Come Out On Top

I bought this book. From the second I opened it, it reminded me of this boy. I thought I'd share my findings with him. This was the result.

Me: i'll explain the book to you.
Him: kay
Me: Bad Boy: A charming, funny, overtly confident guy who is sexy, in good shape, and great in bed (like I said, overtly confident). He is unapologetically “male,” loves women, maintains many female friends, and does not kiss and tell. Romantically, he gets away with murder, with an alibi of a wink and a smirk. He’s noncommittal by choice, not by fear. Most important, he thrives on being naughty.

I’d be sugarcoating the definition, however, if I didn’t explain the “bad” part. He’s bad because he’s “got your number,” knows how to manipulate you, and might not view female casualties as a problem. He doesn’t always see you as a person, but instead as a challenge or a case study. For many Bad Boys, the chase is more important than the catch. The outcome? Hearts are broken, your need for closure is ignored, and he’s off to his next “mark,” remembering you only as an experience. If that’s not bad, what is?
Him: okay
Him: The first part was cool
Me: not done...
Him: I'm fuckin hot
Him: And...
Him: A jackass
Me: A Bad Boy studies women with passion & dedication. He has an undeniable ability to seduce women based solely on who he is. Women are attracted not to his status, bank account or intellect, instead he can woo women strictly based on himself. For a man, there is no bigger ego boost than having a women fall weak in the knees because of his effect on her.
Me: You know when a bad boy enters a room: His confidence and past success with women are revealed in his unflinching eye contact, his slow, definite pace, and the looks he receives from other men. Meanwhile, the women in the room perk up like a deer at a water hole. He is automatically king of whatever domain he enters, and he doesn't feel the need to prove himself. He just is.
Me: that's the basic definition lol
Him: makes me sound manly..
Him: Which is a joke I think hah
Me: hahah
Me: oh i've got something for that...
Me: Examples: Great Hollywood Bad Boys Include... Colin Farrel, George Clooney, Vince Vaughn, and John Mayer (The sensitive guitar players are brilliant; you'll never see them coming)

Me: oh even the book dedication reminds me of something you'd say lol...
Me: This book is dedicated to every women who flirted with me, slept with me, slapped me, beat me at my own game, broke my heart or my ego, taught me "how to" and "how not to." To every women who understood me--who, in spite of myself, forgave me, dumped me, loved me, took care of me, befriended me, or tortured me. This book is dedicated to every curve of a women's body, every lock of hair, every mischievous smirk, soft hands, lingerie, foreign accent, scream of outrage, sensitive vulnerability, beautiful kiss, warm hug, every body type out there, and everything that makes women the most beautiful creatures to look at and be around on the planet.
Him: I wish I was that smooth
Me: hahaha
Me: you are and just don't know it.
Him: I dunno about all that, but i appreciate the vote of confidence
Me: haha no problem.
Me: don't get me wrong.
Me: it's not a bad thing at all.
Me: it just reminded me of you lol
Him: I'll take it as a compliment <333>
Me: good
Me: what i'm really just saying is i find you incredibly attractive lol.
Him: I don't see how, but I'll take it
Me: you have no idea lol.
Him: I musn't
Me: haha
Me: so my goal is to be like the girl he describes in the book...
Me: Black Widows: Female version of the Bad Boy. Somewhere along the line they developed a talent for leading men around like puppies. They're incredibly confident women who carry their sexuality on their sleeves, and they are Oscar winners when it comes to acting as if they couldn't care less if men called. They're unapologetically sexual, they communicate as much with their eyes as they do with their bodies. They usually back up their gazes with a knowing smirk. They have no problem blowing men off. They know how men think, and manipulate every angle of their psyche. They dress in a way that leaves their victim helpless.
Him: lol
Him: It's not?
Me: what's not?
Him: you?
Him: ;-)
Me: hahaha, yea right. i wish.
Him: serrusly sounds damn close
Me: hahaha well thanks.
Me: i have a few steps before i get there lol.
Me: i'm totally not manipulative...
Him: lol
Me: well alright, maybe i am..
Me: i don't lead boys around, if i did there would actually be boys... around lol.
Me: and i really do care alot if a boy calls lol.
Him: haha I know
Me: hush, you're not supposed to know lol. you're supposed to be entrapped by my wit, charm, and good looks lol.
Him: haha it's like... we're immune to each other?
Me: hahaha
Me: i think that just may be it lol
Me: except that i still can't resist you lol.
Him: Nor I you
Me: hehe
Me: must be why we work so well.
Me: we're pretty much the same lol.
Him: haha and also why we don't work at all sometimes lol
Me: lmao very true
Me: when you piss me off lol

"Hometown Heroes, National Nobodies"

July 14 - July 20

July 14 - Woke up at 5:30 and talked to Louis. Wrote two articles, posted two blogs . Ate breakfast and took a two hour nap. My body wasn't down for the whole awake thing. Somehow I drifted off and woke up, to my mommy being in one of her bad moods, which made me a bit depressed.

July 15 - Woke up around 4:30, and talked to Lou, and worked on the magazine. Ate breakfast and went to class, worked on the magazine some more, and had no appetite, so I was obviously getting stressed out (like today :-\). Finished the magazine sometime that day, woke up around 2am and took care of some more things and had an amazing text from Lou, since I was feeling down.

July 16 - WARPED FUCKING TOUR, KIDS! :D (already wrote that entry).

July 17 - Recovered from Warped Tour. Meg came over, and we watched reality shows and at fast food. I drank alot of tea & slept alot.

July 18 - Woke up at 7am, took care of some things, talked to Louis all night. Staff meeting in the morning. Got yelled at by my mommy which is always great. Drove to the ATL show, got lost for an hour, and called Monique to save me, did an interview with Hit The Lights and got to see D. Had a decent time, I really do love watching All Time Low (shhh, don't tell anyone...)

July 19 - Woke up and hung with mommy a bit and watched Clean House and attempted to clean my room a bit. Got some work done for a few hours then picked up several things for my boy, Delicious! I love him! :). Got lost again driving to the city but not as much as before. Danced around with drunk friends, got to see my best friend. Questioned the credibility of some relationships. Chatted with boys I normally don't chat with. Boys talked to me that normally don't, people remembered me that normally didn't. Interuppted Alex to say goodnight, and something about that hug was so reassuring... Not in a fan girl way, but in a friend way. Made it home, didn't die.

July 20 - Woke up late, I saw two guys riding horses on belair road. Made it to work on time. Worked for quite some time, then came home and slept almost all day, then read my new book (The Manual) for a while, didn't touch my computer for over 12 hours, then talked to Lou for a whil about the book.

Nothing really matters after Warped tour haha. Except the 4 days that followed!!! Which will be a seperate blog later. This was an interesting week filled with band boys, and kids I like. I talked to Lou alt, and saw Meg alot, and didn't have a Christine & Zack night, wtf is that about!? haha. I woke up ridiculously early every day this week and was too busy to know what type of mood I was in til I was crying when I was lost. Lots of preparing & recovery but thats how my life is constantly, I should be used to it. Week Overall: 8, even though Warped was def a 10!

"Summer Air Reminds Me Of..."

Alright, so just in case I get behind again I want to make sure I have this written. This is my Warped Tour entry, Day One! It was a 10 day and amazing.

Woke up around 5AM and I go through my to do list. Do some laundry, eat some breakfast. Managed to write interview questions for 6 bands in 30 minutes. This is what you call talent, my friends lol. Hang with my mommy, then leave to get gas and print flyers & the magazine.

Actually finish by 8:45, then head to Mo's. Mandy tells me she needs a ticket so I give her my other extra after I run home to grab it. Get back and Mo drives my car to Columbia. Park our shit at the mall, NOT at the offices because your car will get towed lol. Walk over and the line is NO JOKE, seriously. Wander around a whole lot trying to figure out where press was. Ran into Mike from Every Avenue, and I asked if he needed help, and by help I wanted him to get us inside, not so much but he handed me some flyers.

Got to alot of box offices."Walk around the fence." By that they meant uh... the whole fucking venue lol. Finally get our passes & head inside. Then it's like BREAK! Everyone dispersed. I ended up with Natalie, she helps me put up Every Avenue's posters. Talked to Josh after hopping over the fence and gave him my fan. Ran into additional members of Every Avenue. Saw Trevor & Billy a bit later.

Make it back to the artist's lounge. Sign up for a bunch of interview times, new girl working back there that doesn't know what she's doing... Imma need her to get these band names correct. Text Mo and let her know some set times. Meet up with her and we sprint over the see Farewell. The waves from stage reminded me of FTSK tiny stage circa 07 hhaha. Said hi to them after their set. Then me & Mo split up again eventually, sun is grueling.

Find out what time lunch is over and had to defend myself for the first time. Me: What time is lunch over? New Press Girl: Oh, that's not really for us... If you don't have a laminate it's like... Me: $10, what time is it over? I eat every year... NPG: Oh... like 2.

That's why people fail tests, they don't answer the questions that they're asked, anyway. Did a few interviews, all of which are significantly unimportant except ANDREW FROM JACK'S MANNEQUIN!! He's quite nice. I also ran into the boys of FTSK. They all stopped and said hi. Said hi to Just Surrender as well. Mo came back to say hi to some kids for a bit. Went inside to catering and sat with Gabe and ate some of his curly fries.

Did a few more interviews ran into Danny. Defended myself for the second time when Danny asked me what I was doing in the artists lounge. If I was just hanging out. I was like no, I actually do things haha,I run a magazine. Tried to decide between FTSK & Every Avenue. Ran into DY and chatted for a bit. Settled on FTSK because both crowds were dumb big. Danced around with Mo and kissed her on the cheek because Jonathan said to kiss your best friend on the cheek if you came with them haha.

Ran over to the big ass main stage, watched Tom Delonge, who is just not as good during the day. Saw SaraBaby & the boys in Summer Driven. Gave some magazine to a few people, and business cards out. Grabbed my millionth drink for the day then had to defend myself again when Ben Diary asked me what I was doing backstage while he was doing work... Imma need people to mind their business.

Mo texts me, complete change of plans haha. Head over and watch The Audition after saying hi to some kids. Head back to Every Avenue's table and wait for their signing to be over, which was absolutely silly. Leave with the boys to get dinner. Me, Mo, Dave & Jimmie sat together. Josh gave me a sad face because there was no place to sit at his table but he smiled at me everytime I walked into the room haha. Kidnapped Danny's hat & glasses for a bit because I can. Gave Mo a fucking heart attack. Gooood times.

After dinner which was magnificent, (cordon bleu for dinner). We had a lot of silly convos & Dave was fucking starving lol. Dave has some serious resentment toward summer camp. We fucking hike back to Dave's bus and hang on it. It's quite nice. Dave opened the back door and Josh was in the back singing and playing on his guitar. *SWOOOON* hahaha. We hung around on the bus and Mo & Josh had some beers, and we talked about sluts and STDs and other lovely topics. Dave said he's pumped for Detroit, Josh pumped the Nerf gun and pulled the trigger at that exact point hhaha. Love of my life, obviously lol.

After like an hour on the bus, we finally head over to the mall as planned, and I buy Josh a milkshake. Wander around the mall trying to find Josh medicine. Random kiosk girl hits on Dave. Dave looked completely crazy at GNC sitting in the massage chair, trying to open a free sample while having the phone on speaker phone so it looked like he was talking to himself lol. We burst into laughter.

Kids staring at Dave & Josh hardcore. Got introduced to their friends that run Invisible Children. FUCKING hotties, seriously. They were awesome guys, Andrew & Alex. I need to change my name so mine & Mo's name are alliterations lmao. I love watching Josh tell stories because he gets SO excited like I do lol. Josh tells them I take care of him haha. Dave was being all sketchy on the phone half the time...

Finally found a place to buy Josh's medicine. We looked at porno magazine and I bought vitamin water & snapple, and tried to interpret which medicine would be best for Josh so he can still consume ridiculous amounts of alcohol. Settled on DayQuil, and head back just in time to finally hear that Katy Perry song. We all split up again and I help some bands load out. Big orange arrow attracts me over to Farewell's table and talk to the boys and flirt slightly lol. Talked to a bunch of people in bands where I only talk to a few members, that I never used to talk to so that was cool plus a random wave from the lead singer of Anberlin lol.

Met up with (almost) everyone, said hi to FTSK again and interrupted some signing taking place but it's whatever. Headed down to the barbecue but didn't eat anything. Other dream boy came out to play finally and I was super excited to see him haha. Matt from Ev Ave was subtly trying to get me drunk. Talked to a bunch of kid, gave a couple of back massages. Defending myself number 3 or 4... *Gave Trevor a back massage* Trevor: I've never hooked up with a black girl, but that was pretty close. Me: Wow... well I'm glad I could almost fulfill a dream haha. Trevor: You don't hookup with band boys do you? I know you go to alot of shows... Me: No, not so much. I have to be professional, I run a magazine. I can't be that girl... Trevor: Good. I was going to say you shouldn't. We all have STDs anyway. Me & Trevor share the same ones.

This reminds me, I feel like I was talking about the same girl all day long even though I only said her once and almost never said her name. I guess it was all the talking about sluts and groupies lol. Get stoked for the NO SLUTS ON GUEST LIST TOUR. Hahahah.

So bus call was 10 that night so we headed out around then, and Mo drives us home. Listened to Simple Plan as we planned earlier hah. Got home and caught up on all my 20 minute delayed txt messages haha.

Amazing day, I got to hang out with dream boy & my best friend alllll day! I know some awesome kids, and have some awesome friends, Warped Tour day one left me sore & sticky with icky tan lines.

Day Overall: 10, duh!!

xoxo
christine

"Woke Up To The Sound of Pouring Rain"

Alright, so I have about an hour to kill so maybe I can fill in this pitiful blog of mine. It's so neglected. I'm gonna base most of this on my Twitter entries because my entire life is a blur.

July 7 - July 13

July 7 - Natalie's birthday! :) My mommy wasn't home and that made me sad. Took my brother out, picked up Meg, went to Towson, hung with her all day then we went to see Journey to the Center of the Earth with Zack & Monique.

July 8 - Started my new class which was cute, Caroline from my previous class was in it. Helped my aunt fix her printer, then took her to the bank. Cleaned, cooked, cooked, went to the library. Took a nap, woke up and talked to Louis, had an epiphany, couldn't sleep.

July 9 - Called CompUSA because of my craptastic computer, talked/flirted with the CompUSA tech support guy for an hour, and accomplished nothing at all. Went to class, Meg came over for an epic brunch, then we went to Ritas and I took my bro to work. Talked to Louis in the afternoon, and picked up my brother during the random freak rain storm. A friend came over for a while that night, I do believe he made me cry, but it was a good night...

July 10 - Didn't get enough sleep that night because of said friend. Woke up and had a nice breakfast and went to class, went to work straight from class. Came home and took a nap?

July 11 - Woke up, worked, breakfast, talked to my mommy, more work, took a nap, more mommy bonding, worked on the magazine, and talked to Mr. Blake :) Tried to help out some band boys, and just felt like I was saying all the right things. Dozed off around 3.

July 12 - Woke back up at 5:30 to seven text messages! :) That never happens! Watched As Told By Ginger and the sunrise! Got alot of work done, trip to Walmart for mommy and listened to Sherwood, because Saturday morning is Sherwod music time, work around 11, such a silly day at the Perry Hall Town Fair, saw FAR too many people I knew... Picked up Mo and Meg and went for sushi, then to Belair only got slightly lost, didn't actually go into the show at all but hugged alot of kids, cried a but, slept in my car because I was sad, listened to Angels & Airwaves, Monique came and talked to me, then I felt better, then Alexa kidnapped Mo. Didn't get icecream like I wanted. I think my little brother was waiting up for me...

July 13 - All of a sudden, I wasn't so happy anymore... I think I know why though. Went shopping with my mommy, four hours later came home, started geting sick, took a nap, started craving cake. Took a shower, felt a bit better, talked to Louis, went out with Zackary for our sorta-weekly, Christine & Zack nights, went to Chili's in the pouring rain.

I think I'm starting to see the trend in my sadness, and if it's the reason, then that's a serious problem. I'm also discovering a few more things as I write this blog, a bunch of busy days, and people I like, so we'll just say things are semi-good. I don't think I can rate the days because I can't really remember them anymore, but we'll say... Week Overall: 6?

"Discovering The Waterfront"

So last night, I couldn't sleep, for the same reason why I can't sleep alot. Upon confronting him, I realized I wasn't upset over him, well because of him. I realized I don't understand our relationship because I didn't understand something very important about myself.

I kept asking him, why he keeps me around? What he wanted from me basically. He continued to stress that he enjoys my friend ship and my company, but it didn't make sense to me. I couldn't logically understand what he meant.

Then with a combination of talking to another one of my favorite people in the world, Zack, I realized... it didn't makes sense because I didn't ever see my friendship as important to him. I'm so used to the people not caring about me as much as I care about them. Over time, I just decided that no one really likes me or needs me around. I'm so used to feeling so small and so unimportant.

Not only did I realize this, I also realized that this little thing explains SO much about the person I am. Why I feel like everyone hates me constantly. I never understood that anyone would actually care about my friendship, or me as a person. Why should they? I am nothing special. This is why I do not know why anyone would want my opinion, and why I am so taken aback when people ask me how their set was.

Alot of people in my life have made me feel inferior. Alot of people have fucked me up over the years and have conditioned me into believing I'm not significant in another human beings life. It took someone to blatantly say my friendship was important to them before I figured out that it's something I wasn't used to hearing. Logically, it didn't make sense at first. Why would you want to be my friend? I didn't think it mattered either way whether or not I was around. I didn't think it mattered to anyone.

It's going to take quite some time before I completely believe that I'm someone worth being friends with, and I'm not sure what I'm going to do with said information but I feel such an intense sense of relief to understand myself a little better. This is such a huge discovery for me.

One thing I want to do with it is tell two people how badly they effected my life. I did not realize how much they hurt me until last night. They permanently fucked me up and I do not think they know, and I would really like them to.

"Didn't Even Have To Use My AK. I Gotta Say It Was A Good Day"

June 30 - July 6

June 30 - Woke up really early, and worked for 4 or 5 hours straight. Called school and it slightly eased my troubles. Meg came over and I ordered 15 dollars worth of food. Felt alot better for a while. Meg left and i went to the movies with Monique & Zack to see Hancock. I won some more Warped tickets & the movie was fucking awesome. All kinds of sexual tension that I figured out the second I saw the two actors together haha. Got home around 11 and was exhausted from being up to early. I checked my 13 emails then went to bed. Day Overall: 6

July 1 - Woke up and went to class. Excited that a certain boy got home that day, and was happy he spent some of his vacation time talking to me. We talked about love in class for far too long ad it made me physically ill so I had to get out of there for a second or two. Got home and got upset with my little brother fucking up my plans. Made it over to Meg's anyway for her brothers party. Picked up Steph and Zack didn't want to go to DC with me so I chilled at Meg's some more. The boys in Halfway to the Moon came over and we all hung around for a while. Meg's parents are silly. Borrowed Meg's mommy's bathing suit that I looked hot in haa. Felt unbelievably awkward and out of place toward the end of the night so I talked to that boy i like for a while on my phone. Dropped Steph off then went home. Caught up on all the crap I missed while away from my home for so long. Day Overall: 7

July 2 - Woke up and went to class. Only an hour & a half or so of class. Got a whole lot of work done once I got home and worked for three of four hours straight. Took a nap for four hours, and woke up with a tummy ache. Felt hopeless again, had a lot of work to do. Woke up around 8:30 and worked for three more hours before bed. Day Overall: 5

July 3 - Woke up around 4AM and worked for 3 hours or so. Finally started studying for my final around 7:15 or so. Took my final and finished in about an hour. Went home, and had to get work done, didn't have time to take a nap, barely had time to shower. Called CCBC because they cancelled the class I was taking so I had to sign up for a new one. Ate at some point during that time. Left around 3 to pick up Natalie driving on Route 40. We drove up to Christiana Mall and this nice lady let us drive behind her to get to the mall because we got lost. Told Natalie about Santi: The Movie. Met up with the boys in The Goodnight Anthem, and did our interview & just hung out for a while. Left and got lost trying to get home & drove on 95 during the day, and didn't die!! this truck driver was hitting on Natalie, it was pretty awesome, duh lol. I dropped off Natalie and got a text from Sara about going to Ottobar. I decided I might as well go, and decided to pick up Meg since I was going to Harford Road anyway. Meg gave me $10 for gas since I was running on a quarter tank. We made it to Ottobar without getting lost and danced around to DY acoustically for quite some time. Afterwards, I sat and talked to Steve and Sara for a while before we finally headed out. Got lost on the way home and almost drove into oncoming traffic hahaha. Made it back eventually, was unbelievably tired because I was up for 21 hours straight with little food consumption. Day Overall: 7

July 4 - Woke up early because we had a staff meeting in the morning. Didn't know I was supposed to go with my daddy to the airport. So I had to call Meg and she had to relay the information to everyone through me. At the airport for quite some time, and cried when my daddy left for Nigeria. I called Zack because I hadn't talked to him for so long, he made my day also. Bonded with my mommy for some time, then took a nap til about 8. Woke up and showered. Wasn't trying to drive today so Meg picked me up and we went to the party at Dan's. It was sorta lame but we saw the fireworks and walked to Giant and bought wings and iced tea. It was uber cute. That's what you do at lame parties lol. Eventually Steve showed up and we chatted for a while and I revealed a sorta secret to him lol. Got home before my curfew and got to sleep finally! Day Overall: 6

July 5 - Woke up around 10AM, sleep was fantastic. Got a bit of work done then made my mommy breakfast. Worked for hours and got the site done and working correctly. Grilling was a BITCH because the charcoal ran out. Showered then picked up Meg to go to Fletcher's. Parallel parked perfectly, then went to Sound Garden to get something to drink. Random drunk republicans questioned us about Independence Day. Got into the show far to early, but said hi to people. Play Pause Repeat's sound was terrible, even though they weren't too bad. Boys Will Be Boys were fucking amazing and we danced all around to them. Lead singer kept talking to me & Meg from stage. Best part "I see you baby, shaking that ass!" It was hella cute. I was in love, obviously lol. Zack came and I told him how I was in love lol. After their set we said hi to Lehi in the band and gave him my fan to borrow and a back massage and my business card. It was very me lol. Chatted with the boys in Larkin's Call as well. It was a super night. We're all ready t leave and walk outside and get distracted by Boys Will Be Boys. Walked around Fell's Point to their trailer. Sat in the car screaming along to Metro Station, then danced in the street til I was completely sick of Metro Station ahaha. Tons of hugs, slight flirting, numbers exchanged, plans for next time. Said bye to Sara and went to Denny's. Met up with Monique there and me, Meg & Zack shared Sweet Ride Nachos, which I had 2 bites of before my body rejected all that sugar. Those two bites were good though. Ate dinner then had to head out so I wouldn't miss curfew, and Zack drove Meg home. I got home and made Larkins Call a tour flyer before bed. Day Overall: 9

July 6 - Woke up at NOON! Which was ridiculous. Had to make up for ALOT of lost time so made tons of flyers in a little bit of time. Figured out I was completely overwhelmed, and needed help for making flyers. Finally consumed food around 4PM. Watched Harry Potter all day on television, which was good because I really had been craving watching it. Fell asleep in the den for 3 hours or so, and took a shower which made me feel alot better. Woke up and went out somewhere with my mommy. Got home and talked to that one boy I like for a good part of the night. Feeling pretty good. Opened my blinds and listened to the rain and went to bed. Day Overall: 6

This was such a good week. I got to hang out with alot of my really good friends, made some new friends, stayed busy and only slightly stressed. It was quite nice. It just felt good, as the subject says. I don't have too many weeks like this but it was nice to have and I missed alot of people that I finally got to see. Got a whole lot of work done and started a whole new chapter of my life. I hope I'll remember how pivotal this week was in my life years from now.