About Me

I'm afraid of failure.
I'm even more afraid of being alone.
I have a body like an hour glass and I'm incredibly proud of it.
I cannot walk in a straight line.
I'm a very big slob, but I care alot about my appearance.
I wear heels even though I'm 5'7".
I ruin shoes on a monthly basis, but don't notice.
I forget to shower for days at a time.
I'm unbelievably anxious about things an 18 year old should never have to worry about.
I often forget that I am 18, because I feel way too old.
I would stay 18 forever if I could, if someone can get me a good fake ID.
I've never consumed a drop of alcohol, but people often think I'm drunk.
I spend more time on my computer than I do asleep.
I've been in love, but no one has ever been in love with me.
I'm afraid no one will ever fall in love with me, and I'll disappoint my family when I don't marry.
I probably have several psychological disorders that will probably remain undiagnosed.
Secretly, I'm afraid to be medicated, because I'm afraid it will ruin my natural charm.
Everything is always about me, good or bad. Even when it's not.
I honestly believe I can take over the world, but in the way my idols have in the past.
I tend to like short boys, not on purpose though.
I tend to like boys in bands, also not on purpose.
I doubt myself more often than you think.
I doubt myself more often than I should.
I tend to think I'm smarter than everyone.
I suppress the worst parts of my life.
On paper, I sound very legit.
With everything I'm anxious about, it's amazing I function.
My mother doesn't know I've ever kissed a boy, I'd prefer to keep it that way.
I love attention, but I fear criticism.
I can find the good in the worst people.
I can find the worst in the best people.
I'm secretly jealous of all my friends for different reasons.
I'm in awe of the people that choose to be my friend.
My inner child is 14 and 25 all at the same time.
I give good advice that I never take for myself.
I compare myself to everyone.
I'm constantly cold.
I take after my father, and I'm really proud of that.
I truly believe I'm going to die from something stress related.
Somewhere deep down I think fairytales are possible.
I wish on stars and at 11:11, a believe they'll one day come true.
I want several tattoos, but I'm afraid of what my mother will say.
I'm very ambitious, it may be my downfall.
I have an entire playlist dedicated to songs that remind me of myself.
I try so hard not to be selfish, but it happens anyway.
I try so hard not to complain, but it happens anyway.
I try so hard not to get my hopes up, but I always do.
Every day I feel myself becoming more and more jaded.
I think I robbed myself of a childhood.
I quote movies and songs to describe my life often.
I'm my biggest critic, but I've never been humble.
I never get tired of talking about myself, but I know I should.
I'm constantly thirsty.
My feet smell bad.
I'm perpetually exhausted.
I've kissed alot of boys I shouldn't have.
I haven't kissed alot of boys I should have.
I think about dropping everything and running away weekly.
I honestly don't know where I'd be without Monique.
I'm most worried when everything in my life is going right.
I think my staff is full of some of the most talented girls I've ever met.
The future really does freak me out.
I'm afraid that when all my dreams come true, I still won't be happy.
I want to be unforgettable.
(I'm going to keep updating this)